My brain hurts.

My mind is so cluttered with thoughts and filled with emotion right now.

Seeing Sex and the City made me think about a few things (Cheesy, I know. Shut up.). Relationships suck, but there is hope things will work out in some way or another. Being single in New York City is SO MUCH MORE acceptable than being single in Dallas. Even though I never lived in New York, I miss it. It’s home.

I spent $86 on jeans I don’t need and I can’t return them. It’s $52 to fill up my gas tank. My credit card bill is out of control and a majority of my spending is on food and booze and useless things I don’t need.

Work has turned into a political nightmare. I feel like I need to step up my game and find the spark I used to have towards my job. I also would like to spend some time trying to figure out what I would like to do with career. I sure as hell won’t be staying in PR forever, but I have no idea what else I would do. OK, that’s a lie…I have a few things in mind, but I am not sure how realistic they are.

I said a while back that I wanted to branch out, try new things. I took a photography class. That was the extent of my branching. I need to try something else. I need to meet new people. I need to get out of my comfortable bubble. A friend recommended taking up a new hobby or binge drinking. I have been chuckling about that for a few days now

Back to relationships. Did I mention they suck?

I need some time to myself….